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Wednesday, January 30, 2013

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Team Bus—Mr. Cross, the Roughneck
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Empty Team Bus—School Parking & a Driver
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Monday, January 28, 2013

The New Yorker: Happy Two-Hundredth Birthday, “Pride and Prejudice” Posted by William Deresiewicz

Happy Two-Hundredth Birthday, “Pride and Prejudice”

The most beloved novel in the [English] language was written by a rural parson’s daughter with no formal education, in ten months, between the ages of twenty and twenty-one, and published two hundred years ago today. That’s not entirely true: she revised it later, but probably not very much. Elizabeth Bennet’s story was largely composed by someone Elizabeth Bennet’s age.

austen-pride.jpgTwo hundred years. But there seemed little chance, two hundred years ago, that many people would remember either the novel or its author by now. The draft that she produced at twenty-one was rejected by a London publisher sight unseen. Other disappointments followed, and after a series of personal upheavals, she gave up writing altogether. 

But circumstances stabilized and hope returned, and by the time of her death, just four years after “Pride and Prejudice” came out (four years during which she finished “Mansfield Park,” and wrote “Emma” and “Persuasion” from scratch), her brother was willing to venture the claim that her novels were fit to be placed “on the same shelf as the works of a D’Arblay and an Edgeworth.”

How she got from there to here is a long story. 

The public soon forgot her, but her memory was kept alive, like Bach’s, among the cognoscenti. George Eliot reread all six of her novels aloud with her lover George Henry Lewes before setting sail on “Middlemarch.” Mark Twain and Charlotte Brontë hated her; Rudyard Kipling adored her; Henry James learned more from her than he was ever willing to admit. Virginia Woolf installed her at the head of the canon of English women novelists (“the most perfect artist among women, the writer whose books are immortal”). F. R. Leavis and Lionel Trilling certified her academic prestige. 

Then came the movies, and feminist criticism, and more movies, and Colin Firth, and the fan fiction, and now the ever-growing, ever-changing multi-platform media phenomenon and global icon.

Austen is inscrutable. As with Shakespeare, the magnitude of the achievement is incommensurate with the life that produced it. But in Shakespeare’s case, there is a lot we do not know. In Austen’s, there just isn’t very much to know. She grew up in a large and literate family; shared a bedroom with her sister her entire life; never went abroad, caused a scandal, sought to enter high society, corresponded with illustrious peers, got rich, went broke, or took a lover; and she died a spinster (and without question, a virgin) at the age of forty-one.

The prodigy’s genius tends to be all overflowing passion — think of Keats or Shelley, Austen’s near contemporaries. The autodidact’s tends to be all rough edges and loose ends — think of Melville or D. H. Lawrence. When we turn to Austen — and above all, to “Pride and Prejudice” — the qualities that come to mind are confidence, mastery, serenity, and tact. Especially tact. 

She spares us knowledge of herself, leaves us free to read the story through the window of her perfectly transparent prose. She doesn’t tax us with her personality. She keeps her feelings out of it — not her judgments, her feelings, and she never confuses the two.

“Pride and Prejudice” discredits one of our most deeply held beliefs: the idea that emotions have an absolute validity. Feelings are not right or wrong, we say; they just are. Or rather, feelings are always right, because they are — and we always have a right to them. 

It is a notion that was promulgated by the same feminism that helped to elevate Austen to her current eminence. So much of the feminist struggle involved asserting the legitimacy of women’s feelings. 

Emotions — the reality of female discontent within the patriarchal system — were the bedrock, in a sense, of the feminist argument.

But in the story of Elizabeth and how she learned to change her mind, Austen tells us something different. Oh, Elizabeth is very full of her feelings towards Mr. Darcy when she thinks she has the moral high ground: her rage at what he’s done to her sister Jane, her indignation on behalf of Mr. Wickham, her scorn for his aristocratic arrogance. But they all turn out to be based on false perceptions — some of them the products of those very feelings. 

“She grew absolutely ashamed of herself,” goes the little paragraph on which the novel turns. “Of neither Darcy nor Wickham could she think, without feeling that she had been blind, partial, prejudiced, absurd.” Emotions are wrong, Austen wanted us to know, when the conceptions that they’re based on are wrong. It doesn’t matter if they feel right at the time. Of course they feel right: they’re feelings! 

And we won’t grow up, or be happy, until we’re willing to acknowledge that.

So why do we love the novel so much? Because while Austen sacrifices Elizabeth’s feelings, she lavishly indulges ours. Austen’s heroes usually aren’t the wealthiest men around, or the handsomest. In many of her novels, there is something troubling about the way that things work out. But not in “Pride and Prejudice.” 

Here she gives us everything we want: the wittiest lines, the silliest fools, the most lovable heroine, the handsomest estate. And a hero who is not only tall and good-looking, but the richest and most wellborn man in sight.

He’s also kind of an asshole, which makes it even better. Do women love assholes, the way that everybody says? Well, if the novel’s epic popularity is any proof, they seem to love to win them over, anyway. “Tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt me”—Darcy’s famous insult, the first time he and Lizzy meet. 

That’s the real story, underneath the one about Wickham and Bingley and Jane, the misperceptions and coincidences. Darcy wounds Elizabeth’s sexual pride, and her victory comes — and with it, ours — when he’s made to recant and repent. Wish fulfillment doesn’t get much wishier than that. Austen tells us that our feelings aren’t necessarily right, but boy does she ever make the lesson feel good.

Darcy and Elizabeth, Elizabeth and Darcy: by now they’re nearly mythological. Just as the Greeks did with Achilles or Medea, figures who spoke to them of something permanent about the human condition, characters to orient their moral compass by, so we do not cease to tell their story — which means, to retell it. 

The movies, the zombies, the fan fiction; the sequels and variations and modernizations; Bridget Jones, “Pride and Predator,” P. D. James; the characters as African-Americans, the Bennet family as Anglo-Jews, [as Asian Indians in conflict with Indian Brits and a white American Darcy in "Bride and Prejudice"] Mr. Darcy as an angel come to save America from Satan: everybody wants to inhabit the story for themselves, to cut Elizabeth and Darcy out of the picture book and see how they’d fit somewhere else, everywhere else. 

They are archetypes of the way we want to be: clever but good, fallible and forgiven, glamorous, amorous, and very, very happy.

Two hundred years — the bicentennial. Send in the tall ships. Set off the fireworks. Darcy and Elizabeth forever.
William Deresiewicz is an essayist, book critic, and the author of “A Jane Austen Education: How Six Novels Taught Me About Love, Friendship, and the Things That Really Matter.
Photograph by Stock Montage/Getty.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

TED.com: Jane McGonigal: The game that can give you 10 extra years of life [June 2012]

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

AP sources: Panetta opens combat roles to women By LOLITA C. BALDOR | Associated Press

AP sources: Panetta opens combat roles to women

WASHINGTON (AP) — Senior defense officials say Pentagon chief Leon Panetta is removing the military's ban on women serving in combat, opening hundreds of thousands of front-line positions and potentially elite commando jobs after more than a decade at war.

The groundbreaking move recommended by the Joint Chiefs of Staff overturns a 1994 rule prohibiting women from being assigned to smaller ground combat units. Panetta's decision gives the military services until January 2016 to seek special exceptions if they believe any positions must remain closed to women.

A senior military official says the services will develop plans for allowing women to seek the combat positions. Some jobs may open as soon as this year. Assessments for others, such as special operations forces, including Navy SEALS and the Army's Delta Force, may take longer.

The official said the military chiefs must report back to Panetta with their initial implementation plans by May 15. The announcement on Panetta's decision is not expected until Thursday, so the official spoke on condition of anonymity.

Panetta's move expands the Pentagon's action nearly a year ago to open about 14,500 combat positions to women, nearly all of them in the Army. This decision could open more than 230,000 jobs, many in Army and Marine infantry units, to women.

In recent years the necessities of war propelled women into jobs as medics, military police and intelligence officers that were sometimes attached — but not formally assigned — to units on the front lines.
Women comprise 14 percent of the 1.4 million active military personnel.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Neale Sourna Book Review: Fifty Shades of Grey by E. L. James

Not sure what book others were reading last year.

Is written well enough; could be edited better with too many inadvertent British-isms confusing the narrative for an American story, even for a character interested in old Brit Lit. And there are typos.

Anastasia reminds me of Bella Swan of TWILIGHT; being a bit annoying but once you accept her as she is it made my suffering go away and her more enjoyable.

Ana is intensely unknowing in this day of knowledge access, even when told to research at Wikipedia (which has a very and in-depth info on sex and "fringe sex"); but, someone on the planet has to be this ignorant and she's it. She does have a purity of potential that thwarts their common situation and could improve it; hence sequels.

Interesting that I hear women say they LOVE HIM but hate her. Huh! Women hate a flawed female? But not a flawed male abused out of his natural state of humanity and love, who's floundering in his personal life like a fish drowning in air, is lax to change, yet is so near the water?

And Ana's flaw is actually being too ignorant. Ignorance can be corrected by research and understanding that knowledge and as her mom says often taking men at their word. Children are ignorant and grow up to know. She's not actually "innocent" as was stated in the text, at least not fully. Jesus The Christ was "innocent," knowing what would happen, yet doing it, dying violently, anyway. That is innocence in the old manner.

An ignorant person doesn't know, even when the knowledge is there in front of her and accessible, then gets spanked with the hard painful truth. If innocent, she'd put some ointment on it and say we're not doing that again and can I order new curtains for my room?

I noticed that people giggled about this book or panned it as "mommie porn" and other stupid crap. This is a nod to the bannings and outrage about THE STORY OF O back in the sixties or whatever. There are tons of statistics that say women, especially those in committed relations including husbands are like 80% not happy with sex and NEVER cum. Yet they keep on with that same old missionary; fearing "doggy style" and cunnilingus and tons of other things, let alone Anastasia and Christian.

Their sexual activities were questioned but, as stated in the story, in romance stories and in real life women are hurt on their wedding nights where blood on the sheets is REQUIRED to confirm and seal. The fact that instead of kissing her for five minutes then ramming it in is excruciating, violent and might last the entire length of marriage or sex life for some women, it's considered romantic and really creepy, I think. So much for truly gentle lovemaking; stretching, not ripping.

Anyway, plus, so many woman, today, want to say they are in charge and not like their grannies or moms who had no freedom (and truly didn't trust their husbands, their/your father or granddads) yet fear one book will make us all beg to be spanked because that's so wrong. Not gonna happen.

UNCLE TOM'S CABIN helped start a war but it was only a distillation of fears, annoyances and other bad and half-hidden human behavior and fears held up as a mirror which cut to the heart because its story mesmerized and personalized. This book does that. And this isn't about the violating pain of domestic violence between two unequal partners.

These two are equals and she has the upper hand; she can say no, or yes, and sometimes maybe. And he will agree to her command. It's a verbal contract between them (written only because we get emotional and rewrite stuff in our heads), as stated in the story it's not for courts. Or morality. Its going steady which is a thing you can't take to court if it goes awry.

And it hits on the one question men ask women maybe the most and women don't always answer_DO YOU TRUST ME?

This book asks DOES ANASTASIA (and therefore the reader) TRUST HERSELF?

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Raped by 42 men in 40 days. Sixteen years later, she awaits justice Published On: January 1, 2013


Mother of 'India's Daughter' calls for rape gang to be hanged

The mother of the young woman who was gang raped and murdered in New Delhi has spoken for the first time about the attack that shocked India.

An Indian activist prays as she takes part in a  vigil for the Delhi rape victim.
An Indian activist prays as she takes part in a vigil for the Delhi rape victim. Photo: AFP/Getty
The anguish of the last three weeks has already taken a heavy toll on Lakshmi. Her face looks drawn and exhausted, and as she sits with a cheap printed shawl wrapped around her bird-like frame, relatives watch over in case she suffers yet another fainting fit. She can barely bring herself to eat, and when someone offers her milk to drink, it goes untouched.

Ask her what she thinks should happen to the men arrested for gang-raping and murdering her daughter, though, and a sudden steel comes into the 46-year-old's quiet, hesitant voice. "Mercy" is not among the words that comes forth.

"My soul will never know any rest if the men who tormented my daughter are not hanged," she says. "If they are not, the idea of them being in jail, eating and watching television, talking and laughing when my daughter has gone from this world will eat away at me. Living out the rest of my life will be very hard if those men are not hanged."

That Lakshmi has no interest in leniency is hardly surprising. The killing of her daughter has caused shockwaves across India, firstly because it epitomised a culture of sexual violence that has long gone unchallenged, and secondly because of its sheer, frenzied brutality. Using a tyre iron as a weapon, the gang beat the 23-year-old student so badly that she died 13 days later in a hospital in Singapore, having suffered massive internal injuries, brain damage and a heart attack. Yet her mother's rejection of clemency is also a way of fulfilling her daughter's dying wish, whispered during one of her brief bouts of consciousness as she lay in her hospital bed.

"When one of few things she said to me was: 'Mama, I want them to be burnt alive'," said her mother, who sat last week hunched in a charpoy, a traditional string cot that her relatives had set up in the yard of her home. "What they did to her, how they used that iron rod on her was so inhuman, I can't understand it."
Lakshmi - not her real name - was speaking to The Sunday Telegraph at her ancestral home in Medawara Kalan, a dirt-poor farming hamlet of mud huts and squat brick homes that lies amid yellow-green mustard fields in the northern state of Utter Pradesh. Life here has changed little from how it was centuries ago: buffaloes wander the sidestreets, heating is from cowdung cakes rather than gas or electricity, and women grind spices outside their homes for meals still cooked on wood-fired clay stoves. It was in the hope of providing their children with better prospects than these that Lakshmi and her husband moved to the Indian capital, Delhi, before she was born.

Following their daughter's cremation in Delhi a fortnight ago, however, the family returned to the village for the first time in five years, prompted by the desire to be among a large extended family and friends. The constant presence of people to sit with, talk to, and just be with, is a solace, according to her father, 53. "I couldn't bear the idea of walking into our house without my daughter," he said. "That's going to be the hardest thing for all of us."

On Friday, the tiny village was abuzz as as it greeted another rare visitor - Uttar Pradesh's chief minister, Akhilesh Yadav, who, in the style of most Indian politicians, arrived in a manner more befitting of a head of state. Beforehand, the massive craters on the long winding road leading to Medawara Kalan were filled hastily with sand and broken stones, while workers erected a small white marquee outside the family's modest home, connected by stretches of green carpet to a hastily-erected helipad.

As some 500 policemen stood guard, the minister himself finally touched down, chatting briefly to the family and then handing over a cheque for £26,000 as compensation for their daughter's death. He also announced plans to build a hospital in the village, currently some 120 miles away from proper medical facilities.

Yet in its grandstanding pomp and ad hoc largesse, the minister's visit also underlined the divide between India's "haves" and "have-nots" - a divide that Lakshmi and her partner devoted to their lives to getting her on the right side of. Like millions of modern Indians, they were determined that their own children - boys and girls alike - would be the first to have a chance of a decent education and a professional career.

Lack of funds, though, was not the obstacle to their ambitions.

"My father's family couldn't believe it," said Lakshmi's elder son, 20, as he sat stroking his mother's hair.
"Fighting broke out when my parents sold some land to finance her education. Then, when they sold the jewellery they had inherited, my relatives were just stunned. They thought my parents were mad and told them to stop. But they went ahead, they were determined to give her a good future."

In Lakshmi's daughter's case, it turned out to be money well spent. She was, by all accounts, exactly the kind of hard-working, dutiful daughter that every Indian family dreams of, the sort who would fulfil the expectations of even the most socially-aspirant parents.

A star pupil at school, she supplemented her own fees by tutoring other children, raising her nose from books just long enough to scold her younger siblings for not following her example.

"She used to say to me: "You have to make something of yourself'," her brother recalled. "Do you think Papa left his village and his whole family to come to Delhi just so that you could be a failure?"

At first, she had wanted to be a doctor, but her father, who held down jobs variously as a mechanic, security guard and airport loader, could not raise the necessary bank loans. The Sai Institute of Paramedical and Allied Sciences, in the city of Dehradun in the Himalayan foothills, offered an alternative: a 4½-year physiotherapy course that was far cheaper. Once qualified she would earn a monthly salary of 30,000 rupees (£340), more than four times her father's income.

Having enrolled in 2008, she also worked night shifts at a call centre, advising Canadians about their mortgages and honing her English; she became an avid reader Sidney Sheldon novels and of "One Night @ the Call Centre," a best-selling Indian novel about six call-centre workers. As her confidence grew, the once-shy girl swapped her traditional dresses for jeans, tops, and high-heels. By virtue of her education, she also become the second "head of the family" alongside her father.

"Whenever there was a problem at home, some issue, we always waited to speak to her," said her brother. "Papa too would consult her, even more than consulting Mama, because he knew she would be sensible and know what to do."

"She was our life," added her mother. "She always used to tell me that the struggle to educate her would soon be over and then, when she started working, our lives would improve."

Had she ever feared for her daughter's safety in Delhi?

"I would sometimes say that I was scared, that she should be very careful whenever she went out. But she always told me to relax. 'Don't worry, I'll be fine, nothing will happen."

That turned to be the one thing which her daughter - always the family member who got things right - got wrong.

One the night of December 16, after seeing the movie Life of Pi, she and a male companion took a ride home in what seemed like an ordinary private mini-bus. Instead, both the driver and the other "passengers" were a gang on the prowl for victims. As the bus drove around the streets, its windows blacked out from view, her male companion was beaten unconscious while she was raped, the attackers eventually discarding the two of them by a roadside.

When her parents, already distraught by her failure to return home on time as usual, received a phone call from a hospital to say she had been admitted, they initially assumed it was just a minor car accident. Ten days later they were being flown with with her to an intensive care ward in Singapore, where the Indian government - stung by outrage over the incident - hoped that specialists might be able to save her life.
By then, Lakshmi's daughter was so weak that much of her last communication with her parents was in sign language. In some ways, the limits on communication may have been a blessing.

"She did not know that her intestines had been ripped out," said her mother. "When she asked me why the doctors had done such a big operation on her abdomen, I just told her that I didn't know. I kept telling her she would recover and come home.

"Then, one day, I saw the machine for her blood pressure make a strange noise, and the line (on the monitor) changed. I looked at the doctor and he said that she had gone, that there was nothing more he could do for her."

As the family continued mourning last week, five men appeared in court charged with kidnap, gang-rape and murder, while a sixth defendant, believed to be 17, faces charges in a juvenile court.

Lawyers for some of the suspects - who could face the death penalty - have said they were tortured by police into making false confessions, a claim that brings a snort of dismissal from the victim's mother.

Some reports of the story have focused on the fact that several of the accused came from the same notorious district of Delhi, a so-called "slum cluster" called Ravidas Camp that sits in an otherwise upmarket area near the city's main airport. A maze of alleyways and squalid brick housing, its lawless reputation gives easy credence to the narrative that the crime was the tale of two contrasting Delhis - one chasing the modern Indian dream of middle-class prosperity, the other embracing a ghetto culture of violence and sexual pugnacity. Not in the mind, though, of the victim's mother, who herself knows how it it is to be raised poor.

"People ask me if I ever educated my sons on how to treat women with respect and not harass them them or stare at them, but I always reply that I never needed to," she said. "My sons have never misbehaved with women or even thought of it."

She added that she was not interested in compensation from the government, or in the various promises of help that have been made by ministers and organisations, including job offers for her son, who must now face up to a future as the main family breadwinner. "I want only one thing. I want to see those animals hang," she insisted.

This weekend saw the formal Hindu mourning period for her daughter come to a close. For the past 13 days, various prayers and rituals have been performed, designed to let the soul pass peacefully to the next level of existence. At the final ceremony today (SUN), worshippers were due to offer clothes, accessories and other items deemed to help the deceased in their journey. Whether they would be of much use in Lakshmi's daughter's case was a moot point - her education had also made her a committed aethiest, said her brother.

"I've got jeans, a shirt, shoes, shampoo, eyeliner and moisturiser," he said, smiling. "I know it won't reach her, but I'm doing it as a gesture for my sister."

One item that his ever-studious sibling might have been keen to receive will not be offered up. Friday was the day that she was due to receive the results of her final year physiotherapy exams, the culmination of all those years of striving by both her and her parents.

But asked if she would try to find out what the results were, her mother shook her head. "What's the point?" she said. "Nothing matters any more."
Names have been changed in this article for legal reasons

Man admits to raping daughter over ten-year period while Mum was at bingo Wicklow man raped daughter on a ‘daily basis’ By RACHAEL LAIRD, IrishCentral Intern

Published Wednesday, January 16, 2013

A man has admitted to raping and sexually assaulting his daughter over a ten-year period while she was a child, according to RTE News.

Fiona Doyle (née O'Brien) said her father Patrick O'Brien, 72, raped her every night when her mother went out to play bingo.

Detective Garda Darragh Phelan told Monika Leech BL, prosecuting, that Ms Doyle described the abuse as being as frequent as having dinner every night and taking place every evening.

Ms Doyle said she would continue watching television while he raped her. She told gardaí she hated it but that she would turn herself into a zombie during each incident.

Waiving her right to anonymity, she told the Central Criminal Court that no sentence imposed on O'Brien could "undo the enormous damage that my father has done to me."

She said: "It is something I have lived with since I was a young child and it's something I will have to live with until the day I die."

The abuse began when O'Brien raped the victim on the night before she was to make her First Holy Communion when she was about seven years old.

Ms Doyle told the court: "There was none of the usual excitement you'd expect in a family home where such a big occasion was to happen the next day.

"My mother went off to bingo, leaving me at the mercy of my father. Almost certainly knowing what he would do to me. My father raped me that night. I remember lying in bed that night but being unable to sleep because of the pain."

As a result of the abuse, she attempted to change her own appearance through plastic surgery, saying: "I had many operations which I see now was a form of self-mutilation. I have the many scars to prove it."

Ms Doyle said her first marriage failed because of the abuse and she made two serious suicide attempts.

O'Brien, of Old Court Avenue, Bray, Co Wicklow pleaded guilty at the Central Criminal Court to 16 charges of the rape and indecent assault of Ms Doyle at Mackintosh Park, Pottery Road, Dún Laoghaire [Ireland] from 1973 to 1982.

O'Brien initially denied the allegations and told gardaí she was making them up because "I was very hard on her because of the way she was dressing."

He later admitted abusing her at least once a week for ten years and said it "became normal." He said he knew it was wrong but kept doing it.

He told gardaí: "I'm sorry for what happened, especially her, because she was good to us."
Detective Phelan told the court: "It may be the only time he showed remorse."

When the family decided to move to England, Ms Doyle was told to stay behind with her father and he moved her into his bedroom and began abusing her "whenever it suited him."

Ms Doyle said she believes her mother knew about the abuse and that she was cast as "the other woman" in an "evil marriage."

Detective Phelan said there was a culture of fear and violence in the home and that Ms Doyle's mother would call her a whore while beating her.

Mary Rose Gearty SC, defending, said that her client is an elderly man in "extremely poor health" who has taken full responsibility for these grave offences.

She said he suffers from arthritis and is in ongoing and constant pain for which he wears a morphine patch. He falls regularly and currently has some broken ribs due to a recent fall.
She said he receives eight hours of oxygen as he sleeps at night, has a heart condition and takes over 15 different tablets each day.
She said he made "genuinely helpful" admissions and entered a guilty plea instead of "cynically" trying to sit and wait it out.
Mr Justice Carney initially remanded O'Brien in custody for sentencing next Monday but after hearing from Ms Gearty that her client is not a flight risk he remanded him on continuing bail until then.

Mr Justice Carney said that he was doing this "provided no hope is read into it."

Daily Mail UK Online: Nastassja Kinski 'deeply shocked' by her sister's allegations of abuse at the hands of their father By Jill Reilly

Nastassja Kinski 'deeply shocked' by her sister's allegations of abuse at the hands of their father

  • Actress's sister Pola Kinski, now 60, revealed her father Klaus Kinski repeatedly raped her from the age of five until she was 19

  • Nastassja Kinski said she was going through a 'difficult moment' following her sister's revelations

  • Klaus Kinski died in 1991 of a heart attack in California aged 65
By Jill Reilly

Hollywood actress Nastassja Kinski has said she is 'deeply shocked' by her sister's allegations of sexual abuse by their late [famous, legendary actor] father Klaus Kinski.

Pola Kinski, now 60, revealed in an interview with the German magazine, Stern, that her father - who was a celebrated German actor -  sexually assaulted her from the age of five until she was 19.

In her autobiography Kindermund (From the Mouths of Children) she speaks of him subjecting her to violent rape and abuse and then showering her with expensive presents.

Family ties: Nastassja Kinski (seen here with actor Jon Voight) has praised her sister Pola Kinski for having the strength to reveal the abuse she allegedly suffered at their fathers hand
 Pola Kinski,
Nastassja Kinski said she was going through a 'difficult moment' as a result of her half-sister's revelations but that she was proud Pola was strong enough to write the book.

She wrote, 'My sister is a heroine, because she has freed her heart, her soul and also her future from the weight of the secret,' The Telegraph reports.

Pola Kinski told Stern that her father had paid her 'to be his little sex object, placed on silk cushions.' 

'I kept quiet for years because he forbade me from talking about it,' Pola Kinski told German magazine, Stern in an interview.

'The terrible thing is that he once told me that it was completely natural, that fathers all over the world did that with their daughters,' she said.

Silver screen: Kinski starring in Aguirre, The Wrath Of God in 197
Silver screen: Kinski starring in Aguirre: The Wrath Of God in 1972
Acting legend: Kinksi in his role in the film Nosferatu the Vampyre
Acting legend: Kinski in his role in the film Nosferatu the Vampyre

Klaus Kinski, who died in 1991 in California aged 65, was best known for playing manic, obsessive figures for the German director Werner Herzog in films like Aguirre: the Wrath of God, Nosferatu the Vampyre and Fitzcarraldo in 1982.

He also appeared in David Lean's Doctor Zhivago in 1965 and spaghetti westerns such as For a Few Dollars More with Clint Eastwood in 1965.

The actor, who was born in Poland in 1926 and served in the German army in World War Two, had a history of mental problems including attempted suicide.

Pola Kinski Klaus Kinski Kindermund book cover
Speaking out: In her autobiography Kindermund (From the Mouths of Children) she speaks of him subjecting her to violent rape

His long working relationship with Herzog was marked by temperamental, sometimes violent clashes.

The actor had two other children with his second and third wives - film star Nastassja Kinski and a son, Nikolai.

All three children became actors.

Reuters contacted representatives of Nastassja and Nikolai Kinski for comment, in the United States and Germany respectively, but did not get an immediate response.

Pola Kinski said she wrote the book to help 'others who have lived through something similar' - but also because she was sick of hearing how people revered her famous father.

'I couldn't stand hearing it any more: 'Your father! Cool! Genius! I always loved him!'. I always replied 'Yeah, yeah'. Since his death this adulation has got even worse,' she said.
'When I saw him in films, I always thought that he was exactly like that at home, Pola Kinski told Stern.

'He really abused everyone.'

Germany's top-selling daily Bild wrote that Pola Kinski should be considered 'a heroine' for having the courage to talk about 'what probably thousands of daughters do not dare to say'.

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2260233/Nastassja-Kinski-praises-sister-bravery-revealing-abuse-hands-father.html#ixzz2IDHM4Dci
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Wednesday, January 16, 2013

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"Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it.

The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use."

— Earl Nightingale: Motivational author and speaker

Friday, January 11, 2013

AsiaOne: Dad raped daughter over seven years by Bryna Sim

News @ AsiaOne
Dad raped daughter over seven years
She was just 10 when her father first raped her in their flat; he also raped her at parks and even by a canal. -TNP
by Bryna Sim
Mon, Aug 15, 2011 The New Paper, Singapore

What her father did to her made her feel like "an animal".

They were horrible, disgusting acts that fathers would not contemplate happening to their daughters, let alone inflict on them.

She was just 10 when her father showed his true colours as the worst kind of sexual predator - one who preys on his own flesh and blood.

It was the first of many rapes over the next seven years, and she lived in dread of being left alone with her monster dad. In time, any love she had for him turned to hate as she suffered his attacks in silence.

It was only in March last year that his heinous acts finally came to light, ironically after the girl's mother had scolded her for behaving like a prostitute with some male schoolmates.

The girl was so upset by this that she wrote a note to her mother that led to the unravelling of her father's crimes.

Yesterday, the father, 44, was jailed for 24 years and given the maximum 24 strokes of the cane after he pleaded guilty to his rape and sodomy offences.

The electrical repairman showed no emotion as he fiddled with an inhaler in his hands when the sentence was read out to him.

He cannot be named to protect the identity of his daughter, who's now 18.

In July last year, when a psychiatrist examined the girl, she said that "she felt that the father treated her as an animal".

In her victim impact statement, the girl said: "I believed that the offender does not treat me like his own daughter and his behaviour is just like an animal."

She described feeling "dirty" and "disgusted" and that the "dirt" could not be removed even after bathing.

She added that she "hates" her father for all the misery he made her go through.

"I am unsure if I can bring myself to forgive him for what he had done to me. But definitely, I will not forget the abuse. To me, what the offender did was a great sinful mistake that cannot be forgotten and forgiven so easily," she said.

Psychologists and counsellors contacted by The New Paper agreed that recovery for such victims would be a long and tough process.

The girl's nightmare began in 2003, when she was alone in their flat with her father. Telling her that she looked dirty and sloppy, he asked her to remove her clothes so that he could bathe her.

The girl removed her top, and her father removed her underwear. Using a small towel, he cleaned her armpit and crotch.

As he did so, he became sexually aroused and raped her. After the act, he bathed her, wiped her dry and changed her.

Later that year, he forced himself on her again and sodomised her. The girl cried out that it was painful.

He then got up and told her not to tell anyone what had happened, and promised not to do it again. This attack left the victim in tears.

Two more rapes took place over the next two years in the family flat.

But from 2006 onwards, the father would sometimes commit the perverse acts at parks and even by a canal.

To no avail

During one occasion in March 2006, she pushed her father's hand away when he touched her private parts. But it was to no avail.

After another attack in September 2007, when she was 14, she cried and asked her father why he raped her. He said he did so because of her indecent dressing and behaviour.

She asked him to promise her not to rape her again. He agreed and told her he regretted what he had done.

But it was a lie. The attacks continued until March 26 last year.

The court heard that the girl's housewife mother, 38, had wanted to visit the girl's grandmother that morning.

When the girl, then 16, overheard this, she asked to go along.

But her father told her to stay home to clean the house first. His wife agreed.

After asking two of his sons to go out of the flat, the father asked the girl to wash the toilet.

This was about noon.

As she poured cleaning liquid on the toilet floor, he followed her into the toilet and said that he wanted to wash it with her.

He proceeded to brush the toilet floor. But soon after, he closed the door, put the brush aside and raped her.

After the act, the girl went to her grandmother's flat and returned home at about 4pm.

She went to the void deck two hours later and chatted with some male school friends.

When her mother found out about this, she went down to the void deck and scolded and slapped her daughter for mixing with male company.

She took her daughter home and hit her with a belt. She told her daughter that she was a "prostitute". The girl was crying by this time.

She then wrote a note on a sheet from an exercise book and asked her mother to read it.

Referring to herself in the third person, she wrote: "Mum, (I) want to tell Mum something.
 This is also about (my) future. (I) do not want to live like this. (I am) suffering and all. Now is the time for (me) to tell Mum but (I am) scared. You can call me a prostitute. But Mum you don't know about Dad."

The girl initially refused to tell the mother what she meant in her note. But when the mother threatened to commit suicide, the truth finally came out.

The girl told her mother that her father had raped her.

Shocked, the mother contacted the girl's grandmother and told her what had happened. They then took the girl to a police station the next day to lodge a report.

The man was arrested in his home on March 28.

No family members or friends were present in court yesterday when he was sentenced.

Before he was sentenced, he asked for leniency and mumbled sheepishly: "I don't know what else to say."

He had asked a friend while he was in remand to pen a letter for him, but its contents were not discussed in court.

Rape by dad more traumatic than by stranger

Rapes between fathers and daughters are rare, psychologists and counsellors told The New Paper.

This is because a parent-child relationship is meant to be about love, care and protection.

"Those feelings should be the strongest," said Ms Silvia Fontanella, a psychologist at the VA Psychology Centre.

But in this case, the father's impulses took over and he saw his daughter as "something that is sexual", she said.

Agreeing that such behaviour by a father was "not normal", psychologist Daniel Koh of Insights Mind Centre said it "can't be assumed" that all parents love their children.

"Not all homes are 'home sweet home'," he said.

He added that being raped by a father is a lot more traumatic than being raped by a stranger, because a father is supposed to be someone who daughters can trust.

But for this girl, that trust was broken.

She might have to face him in the future, and every Father's Day would be a reminder to her of his misdeeds.

Implications great

Said senior counsellor Harry Low: "What would there be for the girl to celebrate? The impact and implications of what the father did are great."

Added Mr Koh: "The girl's whole world is gone. It needs to be rebuilt."

He said the girl might blame herself and consider herself "not normal any more".

Ms Fontanella also said the girl might have trouble with her body image, self-esteem and relationships with other men as a result of what happened.

All of them felt the girl needs professional help to come to terms with what happened and to learn to let go.

Said Mr Koh: "She needs to know that her feelings are part of a normal process, and that she has avenues to turn to and is not alone."

Ms Fontanella said the mother has a big role to play in helping the girl not to feel embarrassed or ashamed.

The mother ought to be supportive and not judgemental, she said.

Even so, all three professionals say the recovery and restoration process could take years.

This article was first published in The New Paper.
[The body heals as after a fight, surgery or other violence but it's the emotional along with the psychological that many never heal. His words and her mothers hurt her more, in the long run, than the physical acts. And why do we call them "acts"? It's never a fight act, or stabbing act, just a sexual act._NS]
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Emirates 24/7: Dad rapes girl for years... to educate her

Dad rapes girl for years... to educate her

Father maintained disgusting relationship for four years

AUSTRALIA: A father of a teenager admitted to an incestuous relationship with his daughter. He defended his disgusting act by saying that he was giving his daughter sex education.

The 44-year-old dad has pleaded guilty on charges of incest and producing child pornography, reports news agency ANI.

The 14-year-old daughter's nightmare began in 2008 when she started going out with a boy one year her senior. The father convinced his daughter that 'he was a knowledgeable source of information regarding sexual activities and was able to teach her such matters'.

“Under the guise of ‘educating’ the victim about sexual awareness ... the offender initiated, developed and maintained an ongoing sexual relationship with her," the prosecutor told the court.

From 2008 until 2012, the man had a sexual relation with his daughter and he forced the girl to keep it a secret from his wife and other two daughters. The girl told the police that she believed that what her father was doing to her was part of a 'normal' father-daughter relationship.  

[I don't mean this for fun, but, does she not watch TV or read, in what books or films or songs is this normal. Or was she submitted to porn and NOTHING ELSE? Or truly believed in this day and cultural age, even at age fourteen....? So much for being "innocent," literally, stupidity and not questioning, even your parents, will get you fucked. And readers thought character Anastasia Steele of "Fifty Shades of Grey" not realistic. Unfortunately, too realistic, I guess._NS]

However, upon discussing the state of affairs with her friends in school, the girl realised that it wasn't normal and she should report her father to the authorities.

The father defended himself in court and said that his daughter could have said no at any time in the four years but she never did that.

The prosecutor of the case said that it was the “ultimate betrayal of parental responsibility”.

Sex Info Online: Incest Laws in the United States

Sex Info Online: Incest Laws in the United States

Incest is defined as sexual activity between close family members. It is looked down upon and forbidden in a large majority of cultures. In most Western societies, incest is illegal and punishable by law. There is some evidence that incest was controversial in ancient times, practiced by the Egyptians but frowned upon by the Romans. Incest sometimes appeared in royal dynasties, in order to keep wealth and political power within the royal families. 

Although there is some evidence of incest occurring in the past, it was by probably not too common. Incestuous marriages did occur, but they certainly were rare (Wikipedia, 2006).

Looking at the statistics today, it seems that incest is more common than people may believe.

It is estimated that one in three girls and one in six boys are sexually abused before the age of 18. Of sexually abused girls, over half are abused by their biological fathers. Uncles and stepfathers are the other leading offenders. Incest is sexual relations between two people who are so closely related that marriage is illegal or forbidden by custom.  The participants could be blood relatives or relatives through marriage. 

This definition excludes husband and wife relatives. 

One of the persons often involved in an incestuous relationship is a child. Although adult and sibling incest can occur, incest is more likely to take place between an older and younger relative. 

The most commonly reported incestuous relationship is between a father and his daughter. However, studies show brother-sister and first-cousin sexual activity occur more often. Studies have also shown that in most sibling or cousin incest situations, one or both parents seem to be absent emotionally or physically. 

According to the National Center for Victims of Crime, most cases of rape in the United States reported are within a family. 

Ninety nine percent of sexual abusers are men, and many of these men were themselves abused as children. 

Although most sexual abuse victims are females, males account for at least a quarter of those abused (ICASA).

Incest is often though of as sexual assault of children and can be a form of rape in many cases (RAINN, 2006). However, incest can also be consensual. In some cases, incest can occur between two consenting adults who may enjoy the act and their relationship. This is not often the case though, and incest can result in long-term negative consequences.

Children who are victims of incest frequently experience the following:
  • withdrawal
  • depression
  • sleeping and eating disorders
  • anxiety
  • guilt
  • academic problems

Children and adults who are victims of incest may develop a fear of sex or other sexual disorders. They may have a difficult time trusting other people, especially if the offender was someone who was once trusted by and close to the victim (RAINN, 2006).

In the United States, incest is defined as sexual contact between those so closely related that if they were to marry it would be illegal. [marriage and sex between blacks and whites was illegal and not always incest; but sometimes was_laws are tricky_NS]

Expectations about incest differ from culture to culture, as most standards for sex do, so what is considered taboo in the US or other Western cultures may not be viewed negatively in other cultures. 

In some areas of the Arab world and India for example, about half of marriages occur between first cousins (RAINN, 2006). Since different cultures have different standards for many sexual matters, it is difficult to create a worldwide definition of incest and when it should be a crime. Incest, particularly non-consensual, can frequently result in long lasting negative psychological consequences.


1. Illinois Coalition Against Sexual Assault. Adult Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse
2. Rape Abuse and Incest National Network. (2006). Incest.
3. Wikpedia. (2006). Incest.

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Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Lets Play - The Secret of Margrave Manor by (story) Neale Sourna [auf Deutsch] played by TheDarksideLPs

Tuesday, January 08, 2013